Examination is coming
Finally I'm blogging today as
I was released early. Usually I
would stayed in school till 4pm or 6pm.
That was because I'm Secondary 4 this
year. Studying takes up most of my time.
It maybe tired but I think it worthy.
If I got to pass this year 'N' Level examination,
I will be promoted to Sec 5N. "Wow" Isn't it good?
Anyway next week is going to be our SA1.
Which means no time
1) for blogging,
2) to play around
3) to go out,
4) & for BOYFRIEND!
According to what I know my boyfriend
would take his time to accompany me,
cause he love me (he said that, I did not
put words in his mouth).
Hahas, all I hope now is that I will do well
in my examination. I will be stuyding at 5pm
so during this short period of time I will be
playing computer games. So bye!
Shopping make me feels better
I want to be rich! If I'm rich
everything is possible. If I'm rich
I'll make sure to take care of those
beside me. If I'm rich shopping will be
the first thing I'll do. To forget about all
those sadness.
Baby I know you will still love me.
Protect me when needed. I know you
are suffering. I'm sorry. I had to let go.
I'll still cry when darkness falls. I'll still
remember those days you're with me.
I know what's done had been done. I'm
seriously sorry.
Bee, I know you want me to forget.
It's hard. I know my recent emotional
is getting on your nerve. I'm sorry.
I'm trying very hard to forget..
I'm trying hard to forget about the past
few month. Guilt, sadness, emotional
breakdown all of this is conquering me.
Silence, darkness, bring fear to me.
Guilt is overcoming me easily, no matter
how hard I'm fight back hard but I'll always
be the one losing. Emotional breakdown, bring
hot tears streaming down my face. Tears
that's so salty.
Trying hard to stop myself from thinking
others are detesting me is hard. I know it's
not right to think too much but I just can't.
I'm trying very hard to be like the usual me but I
just failed. Fake smile, fake craziness, everything
seem so real to others but deep inside it's fake.
Taking away a precious life kills me deep.
That scar would never be recover. I'm a
sentimental person, I'll remember the past
very easily. Wanting to forget about
it is a hard task.
I know parents don't come between us
because the one I love is you and so right you.
Yet this is also not stopping me from having
negative thoughts. I want to stop all this I
know it's irritating you. I've been telling
you give me time, but yet I'm letting my
thoughts run wild and now it's getting
out of hands. I'm sorry.
Now I know no matter how long time past,
I'll never forget about this incident. I'll always
remember this date 27.Feb.2009.
Baby I'll always love you! You was once belong to me.
What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Feeling Happy
Didn't went school today, cause I
have doctor appointment. It's pretty
boring if baby and ahma didn't company
me. Despite baby is having fever, he still
accompany me. I love you baby!
After that we went home.
At least I knew I meant a lot in
my baby heart, I'm happy!
Oh, I changed my blog song to
a more cheeky one. (=
Bye!
