Joan, Ailin, Andric, Zitong, Chenyi (Zhipeng),
Brendan, Danny (Ahgao).

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Happy Birthday KELLY!
Thanks to those that wished me.
Love you people.

Baby thanks for the panda, I love it.
7 days to N's.

不屑

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类
传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰

就让我伪装
我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年
如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许有一天我们会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

Guys Can't Be Trust

Purely because of my past relationship,
had me on a very deep phobia. He lied.
He's been appearing in my dreams. It
scared me off. I want him to be gone.
He was never faithful. He used to said
when I'm with you I've never taken any girls
number. Lie! When you're attached you see
& get others girls number. This is mentally
unfaithful. I hate you even deeper.
Making you suffer is equal to making me suffer too.

What's wrong with you guys?
Girls aren't meant to be a toy, to be play.
Don't even trust the one who's beside you,
they might have mentally or physically betrayed you.

Girls have to be stronger!

After chatting with Andrea,
I found out Ahgao you're actually
a very very nice boyfriend. You say
sweet & nice things to me. You care
about how I feel. I really do love you
baby. I'm so in love now. (:

Life's getting better than before.



Andric, Brendan, Zitong & Ahgao (Baby),
classmates plus some of my internet friends.

They changed me, I've be more positive thinking.
I'm happier with my life now.

I'm starting to be a voyeur, happy to be one. (:

The Way I Do.

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
[x2]

Thanks Willie for this song.
It's so nice. (:

She may think I've choose to ingore her.
She's wrong. I'm always here for her.
I didn't contact her it's because, many
thing had happened. I don't know how to face
up to it. Chua Ailin you can make it seem to
be all my fault, I'm alright with it.

I've never treat you as a gan. You jolly well know
me, I dislike having gans. I treat you
as my real blood sister as similar as to how I
treat andric. You may think soh & kang is better.
Then I've nothing more to say. I've never hope
you would flunk your O's. Isn't it similar to you
not wanting me to do badly for my N's?

Maybe someone had said something to you. I don't
know & I'm not commenting about anything. Having
me out of life, is what you want the alright I'll respect your
decision. I'll be out of your life. The way you're living
now is what makes you happy. Then I'll be happy for you too.

I'll never leave you alone. I'll still be here only if you do
want to believe it or not. I'm done with what I'm going to
say. That's all, decision is for you to make.

I posting this portion for C.zitong.

Zitong Father: Nan ren dou bu shi hao ren (Guys are all bad)
Zitong: Wo Dong (I know)
Zitong: Wo Dong (I know)
Zitong: Wo Dong (I know)
Zitong Father: Don't tell my wife.
Zitong: *Laughing away*

This a funny convo. (:

I'm currently at ahgao's house.
Later I'm having Social Studies exam.
Wish me luck eh. (:

Bear bear waving at me, with ahgao holding him. (:
*I'm happier now, happier than me being with you.

Baby this post is just for you to see.
Drink more RED BULL okay?

Don't you mistreat JONATHAN (Something that only me & him know).
I'm happy everyday with you by my side. (:
I'm in love. (:
More smiley face will appear now.

Lame post but I'm content.

Upcoming video:
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Featuring: Zitong, Danny & Kelly Laughter.
00:33s Kelly's Finger (:
Describe: He's going to do funny faces. (:

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Another day had gone.
Things are fading away.
I'm not as stubborn as before.
I've let go of memories that I should have
forget 3 months ago. Things are going pretty
smoothly. I'm happier than before.
I've not been crying recently.
Dan, Andric & Zitong was always there
when I need them. Peeps, having you
is more than enough. Jingyi I'm
waiting for you to come back from beijing.
You said before you would always be there
for me when I need you. Come back soon,
I miss you! (:

I've let go of everything. (:

1) Not able to go out in one big group.
2) Not been very happy recently.
3) Health is not as good as before.
4) Studies seem to have dropped.
5) Lost interest in everything I used to like.
6) Craving for Strawberry Red Tea.
7) Dislike chocolate.
8) Dislike Strawberry yogurt.
9) Dislike guys who wear hairband.
10) Dislike guys who hangs around in arcade.

Things had changed, I had changed too.
This will be me for now. After N's we shall see.
5 days more to the start of N's.
No time to fret about relationship matters.

I have someone who love me without any condition.
I am content. Having him/her by my side everyday,
I'll be happy. Thank you ahgao, andric, zitong. (:
You three are the best to be with when I'm weak.
I love you guys.

Restart

After the chat I had with you.
I realise things can't be back as
what it was in the past. I understand.
You have your life, I have mine.
We maybe friends, but the care for me
or you will be stronger than normal
friends.

You was once the guy I'm willing to
use my life to exchange for your safety.
Now, you won't be the one, cause I'm taking
away the priority you have.

Move on is what everyone had said to me.
It is easy to say but it is hard to do.
Now no matter how hard it is going to be,
I'll just run without stopping.

My heart still have you in it, but slowly I'll
remove you away. I'm packing up everything
that I have with you in a box. Maybe this will
be the only way. You have moved on yet I'm
still stuck here, unable to move.

This teaches me a lesson. Don't put your heart into
something that you are still unsure about.

I love you but I'm removing you away.
Goodbye. I'm starting afresh, this time is for
real. You have moved on, so am I.

You're not heartless, you're doing the right
thing. Thanks for teaching me to be stronger.

Healing up those broken smile & wound.
After that I'll be fine. (: