Goodbye my past.

What's wrong with me?
Why think back about the past?
I should be moving on and leaving
them behind. I shall only focus on my
studies now. Let the past be hidden nicely,
without digging them up again.
041108 and 270209 this two date will
never appear in front of me any more.
Both of this two date will be hidden away.

Future holds in my hand, I decide how my life
goes. No one can determine how my life works.
Fate is what that determine who I would be with.

Maybe I should move on at a faster pace now,
so that the past won't catch up with me. Running
far away from it. I'll hide from it. I know now what
I said make it sounded as if I'm a loser. Yes, I am a
loser. I don't dare to admit a lot of things.

I know myself very well. I just don't wish to admit that's
me. I love to cry but not in front of my friend. I don't like
to admit I'm wrong. I have short temper. I talk loudly.
I don't listen to explaination. I dislike people guiding me.
I love to be at the background. I don't feel comfortable when
a lot people put attention on me. I don't like to dress up.
I'm very lazy. I like to demand people to do things. I dislike
studying in the afternoon. I like going out even if that means
alone. I love going to parks alone or with a friend (listening ear).
I love running, it helps me release stress.