May 27-28?
what I'd done?
hmm...went school and was late AGAIN!
do Chinese time practise for 3 hours.
recess as usual.
have free period as it was a subject i'd dropped.
contact time - time when your form teacher walked in
and tell you all the crap about your result.

guess what i'm a straight F9 student for this year mid-year.
i didn't cried in front of my friend as i know it the fact all my
score was divided half.

This is how it goes.
English-I took both paper, 1 and 2 but not oral that's equal to fail
by my English teacher.
Chinese-I didn't took paper 1 seriously and i didn't took my paper 2
but i took Chinese Oral.
Math-I took paper 1 but not paper 2.
Combined Science-For this subject i'm seriously sorry to both of my
subject teacher. Sorry i didn't study hard enough, I should had went school
and listen to your lessons. )": *regretted*
Combined Humanies- I took Social Studies but not Geography. Mdm Pua,
i'm sorry to disappoint you.
Design & Technology-I didn't take the paper seriously. Mr tay had a talk with
me last Saturday, i understand what he was trying to enforce into my mind.
Those words are printed in my mind.
CCA Point is a total bullshit! The school think it's funny ar! Print 3 pages for my
CCA record and ended up i've D7 as a result! IT'S A TOTAL CRAP!

you people who dislike me will be reading this post and be laughing at me behind the
computer screen. this type of result is serve to be a wake up call!

KELLY YOU SAID YOU WANT TO GET INTO POLYTECHNIC AND NOW
WITH THIS KIND OF RESULT YOU JUST WAIT TO GET INTO ITE!!!
SO YOU BETTER STRIVE HARD AND NO MORE TRUANCY!!! YOU STILL
HAVE TO DO YOUR MUM PROUD, REMEMBER!!! STOP READING STORY
BOOK WHEN YOU DOESN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'RE READING IT FOR!
IT'S FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND THE VOCAB USED AND THE WAY THE AUTHOR
WROTE IT! YOU JUST BLANKLY READ IT BECAUSE OF THE STORY IT WON'T DO
YOU ANY GOOD. LIKE AS WHAT BABY HAD SAID, "STOP GIVING YOURSELF
EXCUSES THAT YOU DIDN'T STUDY WELL ENOUGH!". IT'S BULLSHIT!
WAKE UP AND STUDY HARD FOR YOUR UPCOMING O LEVEL CHINESE PAPER PLUS UPCOMING
MOCK PRELIM!!!

i'm currently down with an awful sickness, FLU!
it just make me feel so weak and tired.
today i'd slept 3/4 of my day away.
which mean i'd just woke up! awesome!

i've nothing to be done today so i'll be watching 就想赖着你
on youtube. (:

okay i seriously have nothing to blog about.
bye!

found a profile on facebook that seem to be his.
somehow i do feel he'd been hiding things from me.
i know i should trust him but i can't find that trust back anymore.

i know he been hiding or running away from those
topic about his recent ex. she should be happy
that she still had a place in his heart, which makes
him unwilling to hurt her. i admit i'd lost.

no matter how i confronted him, about him
protecting his ex. he will either change topic or
just say lets hang up. i know he doesn't want to
hurt me. i should thank him for not lying to me,
and sorry that you're just unlucky that she always
texts you when i'm around. is it fated? i've no clue.

i'd stopped crying, crying seriously can't help me anymore.
even though i'm able to vent those sorrow out but it just won't
solve my problem. i've been wanting to know who his ex was but
yet, he been trying to hide all her information from me. how
can he be with her for 2 and a half year not knowing her surname?
even if you wanna lie, why didn't you find a better excuse for it?

hais, why can't you just let me know who she is? at least i'll believe
that you're not hiding her/protecting her from me. i promise i won't
do anything to her but just wanna know how she looks like.

hais, i know you won't even know about this post at all.
you don't even read my blog, i think you don't even know i
do have blog. i remember you do read her blog, care about what
she wrote but i think that doesn't apply to me right? ):

i so wanna bang my head towards the wall & die.
i'd been an unfulfilled granddaughter.
my grand mum had been sicked for months &
for this few months i only seen her less than a week!

now she's in ICU & i this fucking unfulfilled granddaughter
is stuck at home and unable to get down to NUH.
i'm fucking worry but what can i do?!
can someone just teach me?!
all i can do now is just cry to myself.
at this hour everyone is effing tired and
no one will be willing to listen to me at all!

reading his post, seeing how much he's suffering now
doesn't seem to be making me feel happy about him suffering.
i'm unclear about what had happened to him.
i just make a wild guess through his blog post and facebook
wall comment. i suppose his medical condition had
worsen. he seem to be remorseful about something in
the past. maybe it just because of his life now? unclear,
can't really be bothered.

currently i'm happy with my boyfriend. i'm posting about this not that i want
to have him back or anything to do with him.
it just those memory that had etched in my mind.

no matter what i say or do now, i just want him to be better in health.
i can say is purely because of sympathetic.
he's no longer that cheerful, outgoing, strive to get himself a better living,
happy-go-lucky guy i know. who he had become is none of my concern.

just hope you get well soon.

let's juts start of with the old and mostly used sentence.
it's been long since i'd blogged, do anyone misses my blog post?
hahas, i doubt so ba. by now every one might have thought my blog
have die. -.-

why do i wake up and blog today?
it's all thanks to the cramp i'm having now.
it woke me up every now and then.

now i'm trying to catch up with the changes on net.
been using blackberry and am very lazy to turn on my
slow, laggy and always hang computer.


since mum have on it and it's not laggy for now.
i ust thought of coming to blog. (:
anyway nothing really happened recently.
It. Just. The. Same. Rountine. Almost. Everyday.

having major headache now. i'm going to sleep.
tata! (: