reading his post, seeing how much he's suffering now
doesn't seem to be making me feel happy about him suffering.
i'm unclear about what had happened to him.
i just make a wild guess through his blog post and facebook
wall comment. i suppose his medical condition had
worsen. he seem to be remorseful about something in
the past. maybe it just because of his life now? unclear,
can't really be bothered.

currently i'm happy with my boyfriend. i'm posting about this not that i want
to have him back or anything to do with him.
it just those memory that had etched in my mind.

no matter what i say or do now, i just want him to be better in health.
i can say is purely because of sympathetic.
he's no longer that cheerful, outgoing, strive to get himself a better living,
happy-go-lucky guy i know. who he had become is none of my concern.

just hope you get well soon.