found a profile on facebook that seem to be his.
somehow i do feel he'd been hiding things from me.
i know i should trust him but i can't find that trust back anymore.

i know he been hiding or running away from those
topic about his recent ex. she should be happy
that she still had a place in his heart, which makes
him unwilling to hurt her. i admit i'd lost.

no matter how i confronted him, about him
protecting his ex. he will either change topic or
just say lets hang up. i know he doesn't want to
hurt me. i should thank him for not lying to me,
and sorry that you're just unlucky that she always
texts you when i'm around. is it fated? i've no clue.

i'd stopped crying, crying seriously can't help me anymore.
even though i'm able to vent those sorrow out but it just won't
solve my problem. i've been wanting to know who his ex was but
yet, he been trying to hide all her information from me. how
can he be with her for 2 and a half year not knowing her surname?
even if you wanna lie, why didn't you find a better excuse for it?

hais, why can't you just let me know who she is? at least i'll believe
that you're not hiding her/protecting her from me. i promise i won't
do anything to her but just wanna know how she looks like.

hais, i know you won't even know about this post at all.
you don't even read my blog, i think you don't even know i
do have blog. i remember you do read her blog, care about what
she wrote but i think that doesn't apply to me right? ):