i did almost everything he want.
he still find me irritating. i changed.
i don't spam message/call him.
i don't find fault in him.
when i'm tired i'll tell him.
when i woke up i'll text him.
i text him 33 message for today.
i counted every single text.
yet he still find me irritating.

he's been saying i'm treating him badly.
i'm changing but did you use your heart to
feel my changed or you seriously can't be
bother anymore? all you ask is "you should really think
if we should be together?"

what are you trying to mean?
aren't i doing enough?
who am i changing for?
whenever i ask you a question,
the answer will always be the same.
"boring!", "you know you very irritating ma!", "up to you!",
"*keep quiet and not answer me*", epic : "I don't know!".
i want a answer from you according to how you want me to be?
yet i doesn't have any of it?

yes, i do know all your answer that's why i'm not asking
anymore question. i'm tired of all your answer.
i'm seriously fighting very hard to maintain our relationship.

anyone can tell me what did i did him wrong?
am i a lousy girlfriend?
or all i can do for him is to make him angry and irritated?
aren't i anything better than all those?