Sometime I'm so scare about those around me. They're so important to me that i'm scare they will hurt me badly. ): I don't show temper because I don't think there's a need but seriously I'm still a human. I've emotional too. Don't say things too directly, it hurts inside and i'm only not showing. I can take jokes but yet know your limits. I know I speak loudly and I act differently when I'm happy but this me. What else you want? A unhappy me that don't smile at all? A me that don't even talk when you ask me a question? I know people do get jealous but for what?! I'm not stealing anything away at all. I just wanna be me. A girl who will laugh out loudly when I'm happy. I don't wanna restrict myself just to please everyone. I'm tired. I did a lot and don't tell me no one sees it?! )'; I really hate growing up. People are getting much two-faced and becoming a hypocrite.